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"Hellos," she whispers. "I miss you quite terribly."

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  • April 2009; May 2009; June 2009; September 2009;

    Sunday, June 21, 2009 -{'6:38 PM
    Feeling just a lil not so over you ;


    Moodless these few days. Wtf. For an idiot. is it even worth it? (: Didnt think so.

    Spent Sunday with Augustine, drawing eyes. LOL. Like, 2 hours plus? and we didnt get a satisfied eye .____. wtfwtf. the biggest fail of my life. -faints- Then went to jumbo for dinner with family, uncle shanping&wife, uncle xindao&wife, Augustine&Family. Then me&Augustine started talking about his 2nd and 3rd story line. Finish your 1st story first la ! LOL. 3rd story seems appealing to me. 2nd story is too much of undeads. too L4D. Still cant get over smoker ._. Although the idea of gunslinger is worth looking forward to. LOLOLOL! im so biased X: Then i ate chillicrab, until stomach want burst sia O: Then aft that went home and audi-ed awhile.






    For those who know,
    I've already broken.
    Don't ask anymore,
    It tears my wounds apart.
    (:
    Sunday, June 14, 2009 -{'11:52 PM
    Haven't been updating blog for what seems to be like donkey years (actually it's just a few days but w/e P:). Happy rotting folks! jk x:

    Apparantly this holiday isn't turning out to be something i expected (more or less like it). What's a holiday when you gotta have tuition every alternate day? 这是什么假期啊, 他妈的. :\
    Going for blood test tml. Kinda scared. Keep pinching myself all the time LOL. Just to get used to the pain.

    Thanks Andrea, now i know, strong people are never without wounds (: I'll remember that.

    Damn tired. I wonder if it's the insulin that's doing this, but heck. Really kinda just bored nowadays. Just want to sit down and rot in a corner.

    Cheer up yo Venus.
    Even if he's gone, you still have us. ^.~
    Feel free to drop by/text/call us anytime you wish.
    JY, C and I just want the best for you. We'll support you & your decisions. You're grown up now. It's time to make your own choices. You can do it, because we believe in you (:
    Wednesday, June 10, 2009 -{'6:27 AM
    What's a friend for.
    Happy, then ask you come?
    Not happy, ask you fuck off?
    Nice, because you can start sucking my balls.

    I will not tolerate being treated like an IDIOT in your eyes and a puppy and nothing else.

    What you wanted i always let you have you way.
    Your excuses.
    Your lies.

    I wasn't born yesterday.
    You lie to me like how you breathe.
    You lie like a professional.

    But a liar just cant fool another liar (:

    Don't tell me shit like "I can't stand the noise and the spams, i think it's annoying."
    Like i can?
    I'm not your superwoman, I'm no different from you. Except i don't lie to my friends.
    You're downright a bitch and nothing worse than that. Something not even worth of my attentions.
    Don't give me that bitchy attitude and shoot me off with "I have bad mood today, ok. I just fought with my couple."
    Like i don't fight with mine?
    Like me and him have shiny and sunny days all day long?
    WOW.
    You are awesome.
    You know that? (:
    You and I are different. Because you can stab your truest of true friends, you can beat her up and betray her, over and over again in the years that past, helping someone whom you shouldnt have helped just because you want a little bit more fame and attention. And when it's all gone you obediently crawl back to my side, asking for my forgiveness.
    You are such a dog, you know that?
    You're worse off than a dog. You're downright TRASH.
    Give you face when i fight with your gan baby?
    Who was the idiot who started this big hoohaa in the first place. If we thought back to the root cause,

    WASN'T IT THIS BITCH CALLED LEEJIAQI, WHICH IS YOU? (:

    Plus,
    Do you even have face? I thought you already sold your face and your soul for fame and popularity.
    Spreading my secrets and rumours about me?
    You think i don't know it was you?
    You say you hate stalkers.
    You stalk me yourself.
    So how can you hate yourself?
    Since you're so egoistic.

    Don't deny it either. You said so forth yourself.
    "I don't need your company anymore. Get lost."

    And who was the idiot who crawled back when all was lost?
    Oh wait.
    Wasn't it you? (:


    Stop lying to yourself.
    You can't get any further than this, bitch.
    Tuesday, June 9, 2009 -{'4:31 AM
    HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

    I GOT ONLY ONE THING TO UPDATE,
    THAT IS



    IP camp sucks -____-
    LOL

    Fell down twice at Discovery center.
    LOL
    Eh, btw,
    The intro to THE MAID
    is so cool ok ):
    date for 1 thousand five hundred years
    then have sex.
    LOL
    LOL
    LOL
    i bet candy would freak out at this.
    EY
    it's either i pajiao ,
    or MEL update wrong.
    LOL
    kkk my bad ):








    And i never ban anyone on my tagboard lea :\
    Karma issit


    TIO BO ! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.




    kk cheers :\
    Friday, June 5, 2009 -{'5:39 AM
    (4:22 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    anws
    im really
    really
    REAALLYY
    tired

    (4:23 AM) -21LimiT-:
    go

    (4:23 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    so can i go sleep?
    (:

    (4:23 AM) -21LimiT-:
    slp

    (4:23 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    so
    i can?
    :3

    (4:23 AM) -21LimiT-:
    no you cant

    (4:23 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    oh .
    okie .
    -sits down-

    (4:23 AM) -21LimiT-:
    LOL

    (4:23 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    -stares at com screen-
    so entertain me
    -___________-

    (4:23 AM) -21LimiT-:
    -21LimiT- sent a sound: FuckYouuu~~

    (4:23 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    OI

    (4:23 AM) -21LimiT-:
    LOL
    i entertained you
    D:

    (4:24 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    NO
    D;<

    (4:24 AM) -21LimiT-:
    -21LimiT- sent a sound: BabyVOX

    (4:24 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    THIS IS BAD QUALITY ENTERTAINMENT
    I HATE IT !
    EH

    (4:24 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    I THINK
    there is one channel coming up
    o0o0o0o

    (4:24 AM) -21LimiT-:
    f1
    lol
    i tink

    (4:24 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    f1 kena kop liao

    (4:24 AM) -21LimiT-:
    my feel

    (4:24 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    still f1.

    (4:24 AM) -21LimiT-:
    o
    izzit
    LOL

    (4:24 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    feel semo feel.
    u also nv check
    f1 5 hr plus lei.

    (4:24 AM) -21LimiT-:
    dunnid check one la

    (4:25 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    you go in see la
    ):

    (4:25 AM) -21LimiT-:
    lazy
    LOL

    (4:25 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    you go log in his acc.
    -emo corner-
    kkkk i go see sua.
    SUAAA
    mee sua
    O;

    (4:25 AM) -21LimiT-:
    LOL
    D:
    no
    you sit down here

    (4:25 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    mee sua not nice one.

    (4:25 AM) -21LimiT-:
    LOL

    (4:25 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    then u go lor
    else who go

    (4:25 AM) -21LimiT-:
    dont go
    all sit here
    LOL

    (4:25 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    ...
    idiot !

    (4:25 AM) -21LimiT-:
    no one leaves !
    -shout-
    LOL

    (4:25 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    laogao !
    omgggg.
    got one qian nian lao yao here
    fook u

    (4:26 AM) -21LimiT-:
    t.t
    sua
    i go slp le
    hais
    hai
    hais
    hais

    (4:26 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    LOL
    idiot.

    (4:56 AM) -21LimiT-:
    you now
    den know ?
    -.-
    hais
    fb sot le

    (4:56 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    ):
    k la

    (4:56 AM) -21LimiT-:
    i suspend you from fb
    for 3 mths

    (4:56 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    i'm stupid k
    T.T

    (4:56 AM) -21LimiT-:
    (:

    (4:56 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    eks
    ):

    (4:56 AM) -21LimiT-:
    fb and dont talk to me
    (:

    (4:57 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    ):
    ))): ...

    (4:57 AM) -21LimiT-:
    (:
    (4:57 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    ):
    Fine .
    deal .
    can we tag fp? X:

    (4:57 AM) -21LimiT-:
    no

    (4:57 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    ...

    (4:57 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    no deal

    (4:57 AM) -21LimiT-:
    -.-
    this
    isnt
    about deal or not
    you deal or not
    i also will angry

    (4:58 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    ): ...
    -emo corner-

    (4:58 AM) -21LimiT-:
    (:

    (4:58 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    T.T

    (4:58 AM) -21LimiT-:
    step emo fail

    (4:58 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    bu yao zhe yang laaaaa ..
    ):

    (4:58 AM) -21LimiT-:
    sa jiao fail

    (4:58 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    wei
    ):
    T__________T

    (4:58 AM) -21LimiT-:
    crying fail

    (4:58 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    wtf @ you.

    (4:59 AM) -21LimiT-:
    emo fail

    (4:59 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    saddist !

    (4:59 AM) -21LimiT-:
    step sad fail

    (4:59 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    SAAAAADDIEST
    SADDIST !
    SADDIST
    ZXCZXCZXCZXC
    ASDASDASDASDAS
    QWEQWEQEWQWEQWE
    O;

    (4:59 AM) -21LimiT-:
    spamming fail

    (4:59 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    );
    nasiwawujibaban~
    o;

    (4:59 AM) ` C`laribeL ♥ {{:
    baby !!!
    pei me leaaaaaaa ):

    (5:00 AM) -21LimiT-:
    nooo
    LOL
    Wednesday, June 3, 2009 -{'5:51 AM
    ASSHOLE: dun wan i wan aids

    ME: what?

    ME: hides in corner*

    ME: stand few feet away from me please

    ME: =x

    ASSHOLE: u got aids ar

    ASSHOLE: why must stand far away from u

    ASSHOLE: and aids can only be transmitted through sex

    ASSHOLE: standing close or far doesnt affect

    ASSHOLE: :)

    ME: ...

    ME: do i look so brainless to you?

    I know this is just like innocent looking conversation. But just look closely at his usage of words. This guy, aint your cute and friendly next door neighbour boy.He is this brainless guy, who thinks his lies are perfections, and believes us women brainless and is obviously a male chavinuistic pig. Blardy MCP.

    I know I must face it, I will know I will face this someday.



    Guys with the following :
    - A hot body
    - A Career- Money
    - Good looking
    - High Education

    ARE ALL THE FKING POTENTIAL MCPS IN THE MAKING.


    HOT BODY

    Because you have a penis, stronger arms, larger body, longer legs.

    And SO, you can have women under you, submitting themselves to you.
    (PUN INTENDED OK. IT IS INTENDED. JUST IN CASE YOU DON'T KNOW, I MEANT UNDER YOU ON BED AND IN THIS FKING WORLD.)


    CAREER

    Because you are making a ''career'', and women will always only be having ''jobs''. Your'e the one bringing the ''BIG'' bread home. Carving out careers and fighting out there in the political world.


    MONEY

    Because you can spend them carelessly when you have alot, you try to impress women and hence making point 1 above, to put them under you.


    GOOD LOOKING

    Because if God is so benelovent to bless you with drop dead gorgeous eyes, sharp nose, chiselled chin and smooth lips so you can further execute more women to again, point no.1 check.


    HIGH EDUCATION

    Because you not only have all the above, you also have paper qualifications to rave about.
    Hence proving yourself un-himbo. And that you actually know the world well, so again letting bimbos swayyyy towards you knowing how ''brainfull'' you are.

    Only that they really don't know how ''brainfool'' you actually are.


    Then proving you can go get it more, and push them under you. Back to point. 1. Again.


    Sorry men, the world doesn't only revolve around you, a little more then half the population in the world are home and career makers, babysitters and giving you time to make yourself be manleh (manly), and actually be useful.



    Ever heard of a man being ravished? FKING NO? And WHY?

    Because only women can being ravished by men.



    DAMN U FKING ENGLISH VOCABULARY


    Fking Fking Fking Fking FUCKING biased english language.


    BLARDY HELL



    In the above conversation, I was only trying to tease him and yes, ACT CUTE. Just too bad HE IS the one being brainless to see that, nevermind about my wasted energy in typing act cute words.I know what you people will say. If I hadn't ''act cute'' myself, people would have taken me seriously.

    But why should I lose my ''cuteness''?*coughs*



    A person who is fat is a pig?
    Then tell me fking why they are not borne a pig in the first place.


    A man with moustache your father?
    Why is not he your father in the first place.



    GET THIS BLARDY FACT IN. OK?

    A feministic women cannot act cute?
    Then why are there so many ah guas around?
    Since you guys are supposed to be oh-so-manleee.



    Its tough being a women isn't it. I tell you, it even tougher turning from a girl to a women. The endless proving to others you have grown up seems to go on forever.


    This is not even logical that men are superior to women, this is judgemental.


    Don't come telling me about that fking animal kingdom story about lions or tigers, that in each herd there can only be one male species and there can be many females species.


    Like how Emperor can have many concubines, olden days men can take many wives.


    And like lions and tiger and emperors, we are mammals too. So it makes sense. Right?





    BLARDY CCB





    You got hear before KING bee boh?




    QUEEN KONG YOU HEAR BEFORE LA!



    NNB.
    Don't come using nature and shoot me that men have been superior to women for centuries. You know what I will slap you with?

    Yes, they have been leading for centuries, that's why its time for women to take over.

    Cut the crap about saying women we want equality and yet expect men to open door for us? You know what, you silly men, its a choice, do it or risked being called a crude. =)

    You choose.

    All you blardy men do are, complain NS tired la, no time la, make money ah, not free ah, carving career, bo eng la.

    Then you expect us ladies to wait 2 yrs for ur blardy NS come home every week smelly smelly wash ur clothes let you have sex , complain you are tired and roll off to snore?


    What about our almost non-existence happiness?
    What about our youth?

    Yea, we are supposed to take care of ur FAMILY, do well in work so we can help you lighten your stress and load by making money.

    Then we make money come home cook for u, take care your children, clean up after you eat. Bathe you let you have sex then SLP AGAIN because you are soooooo busy making money.



    Like we aren't?


    If we women refuse to do the above in the name of fairness,

    we are not virtuous?

    Please lah hor. Just because god made women's brain cords thicker then men's, hence making us a much better multi-tasker then you penis brained morons doesn't mean you can use us like that.Few days ago, I happily found an old friend's friendster page, and saw her speaking her mind in a shoutbox. I think it went something like this.

    "Its ludicrous when people think im dumb just because I don't say something I know means I have nothing between my ears. Just like I can be classified like a bimbo by having big boobs and all''


    Now I know what she is referring to.


    And if you,
    REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO KNOW THE MAIN ANSWER OF HOW AIDS CAN BE TRANSMITTED YOU POOR LITTLE PEA BRAIN,


    JODIE MEI MEI SHOW U OK?


    Answer.

    Silly pea brained boy, aids cannot be transmitted through sex you fking bodoh. It can only be transmitted through UNPROTECTED SEX. Meaning if you use a blardy condom you are safe. That's what a condom is for, you asshole. A condom doesn't only save you from having unwanted babies. That's why so many aids posters are being put up in trying to encourage people to practice safe sex you kam gong.

    Want a more scientifical answer?

    Aids, or the HIV virus. Can only be transmitted through an exchange of body fluids.



    And ya, sometimes you men just don't get it that we women feign innocence and sit there listening to all your lies about how smart/great/powerful you are because we cant even be bothered.

    We rather care about the time of our pedicure session.


    Don't delight and squeal happily like a moron if you thought you could blow us off our feet when we say ''WOW!''


    Becase we usually mean ''oh''.


    It was just to feed your ego.
    You poor pea brain boy.

    If time allows, I will have you.



    By my side.



    And on a leash. =)


    So I can torture and torture and torture you with killer stilettos poke small holes into your body. Then hire a prostitute to make you high everyday and not let you come for 5 years continously I tell you.




    You chou ji dan.




    I now classify you as an idiot you pea brained. And I mean idiot, in its very full meaning.


    From http://www.dictionary.com/

    1.an utterly foolish or senseless person.

    2.Psychology. a person of the lowest order in a former classification of mental retardation, having a mental age of less than three years old and an intelligence quotient under 25.

    3.person so mentally deficient as to be incapable of ordinary reasoning.



    Your problem here,Is that you underestimate women. ( Refer to point 3 again.)



    FUCK YOU. =)



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